Saturday, 20 April 2024
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Dear Instructor(s),
I have immense gratitude for you and for all that you have done for me and for everyone else with all the lectures and videos that you have made available to us. You have changed my life.
I am currently 28 years old and in the last three months I have been practicing meditation, transmutation and chastity, I shifted radically and started to feel great changes both in me and in my environment.
I have attained basic understanding of the mysteries, posess a OK portion of self observance and reflection, feel lots of love, admiration and kindness as opposed to the negative emotions I used to feel before. What still ails me without significant change for the better however, is what modern society calls attention disorders. Perhaps due to parents induced childhood trauma or/and perhaps due to the abuse of sexual energy from a very, very young age, or even “just” perhaps to my karma, my reality has always been that of a extroverted, loud and unaware person who many deem obnoxious to listen to. Since childhood my mind was always wandered off somewhere and the thoughts translated into words when expressing myself verbally were/are absolutely unorganized and scattered. This failure to express myself coherently has made me suffer during my entire life.
It seems weird to me how so many people in the world are completely unconscious and driven by ego, and are yet to meditate even a single minute in their life, posess much greater verbal fluency and mental clarity than I do after months of practice. Clearly there seems to be something out of balance with my mental body/state.
I am greatly inspired by the grace, mental clarity and exquisite verbal fluency you instructors posess in the lectures you give. I have many friends who are suffering needlessly in life, yet when I try to explain to them what I have done to alleviate the suffering for myself, it comes across very badly and subsequently the purpose of spreading the basics of teachings is not as effective. I even end up giving them a bad look sometimes.
My question is then related to this:
While I realize my mental state now is my own doing, Is there anything I can do to reverse and heal these mental aspects and become balanced?
I apologize if I provided too much unnecessary context. Thank you very much for your time and for everything you do.
I have immense gratitude for you and for all that you have done for me and for everyone else with all the lectures and videos that you have made available to us. You have changed my life.
I am currently 28 years old and in the last three months I have been practicing meditation, transmutation and chastity, I shifted radically and started to feel great changes both in me and in my environment.
I have attained basic understanding of the mysteries, posess a OK portion of self observance and reflection, feel lots of love, admiration and kindness as opposed to the negative emotions I used to feel before. What still ails me without significant change for the better however, is what modern society calls attention disorders. Perhaps due to parents induced childhood trauma or/and perhaps due to the abuse of sexual energy from a very, very young age, or even “just” perhaps to my karma, my reality has always been that of a extroverted, loud and unaware person who many deem obnoxious to listen to. Since childhood my mind was always wandered off somewhere and the thoughts translated into words when expressing myself verbally were/are absolutely unorganized and scattered. This failure to express myself coherently has made me suffer during my entire life.
It seems weird to me how so many people in the world are completely unconscious and driven by ego, and are yet to meditate even a single minute in their life, posess much greater verbal fluency and mental clarity than I do after months of practice. Clearly there seems to be something out of balance with my mental body/state.
I am greatly inspired by the grace, mental clarity and exquisite verbal fluency you instructors posess in the lectures you give. I have many friends who are suffering needlessly in life, yet when I try to explain to them what I have done to alleviate the suffering for myself, it comes across very badly and subsequently the purpose of spreading the basics of teachings is not as effective. I even end up giving them a bad look sometimes.
My question is then related to this:
While I realize my mental state now is my own doing, Is there anything I can do to reverse and heal these mental aspects and become balanced?
I apologize if I provided too much unnecessary context. Thank you very much for your time and for everything you do.
Hello David, apparently you may have been medically diagnosed as suffering from Attention Deficit? Hyperactivity disorder(ADHD).
This is purely a psychological problem requiring psychological solutions.
It is advisable to urgently commence the moment by moment practice of mindfulness. Begin by focusing attention inwardly on your innermost rather than placing you attention on the exterior of things.
Pay little attention to what or whom you see or the sound you hear . observe them and let them pass away. This is not impossible; admittedly it is difficult, yet with the help of willpower of the divine Mother you can accomplish this.
[quote And Jesus went into the temple of God, and cast out all them that sold and bought in the temple, and overthrew the tables of the moneychangers, and the seats of them that sold doves. And said unto them, It is written, My house shall be called the house of prayer; but ye have made it a den of thieves. ] Matthew21 vs. 12-13
The mind will always take note and make noise or comment on every person, object, sound or smell that catches its attention. Where you can not ignore these impressions, then transform those that are casted upon your mind.
This will not be easy initially because we are used to paying attention to the exterior world, that is through the five senses. With continuous practice however, it will soon become part of you and the mind will gradually ease into a state of silence. So you see that , you have to seek help from the Divine Mother to grant you Her Will Power.
It is only when your mind is in a state of continuous silence that your consciousness will begin to lead you.
Work with the Rune Thorn to strengthen your Will Power
https://glorian.org/learn/courses-and-lectures/runes/runes-kaum-and-thorn?soul
Do not be discourage by the fluency of others. Concentrate on working on yourself and you will see the changes sooner.
In your Patience possess ye your soul . Luke 21:19
This is purely a psychological problem requiring psychological solutions.
It is advisable to urgently commence the moment by moment practice of mindfulness. Begin by focusing attention inwardly on your innermost rather than placing you attention on the exterior of things.
Pay little attention to what or whom you see or the sound you hear . observe them and let them pass away. This is not impossible; admittedly it is difficult, yet with the help of willpower of the divine Mother you can accomplish this.
[quote And Jesus went into the temple of God, and cast out all them that sold and bought in the temple, and overthrew the tables of the moneychangers, and the seats of them that sold doves. And said unto them, It is written, My house shall be called the house of prayer; but ye have made it a den of thieves. ] Matthew21 vs. 12-13
The mind will always take note and make noise or comment on every person, object, sound or smell that catches its attention. Where you can not ignore these impressions, then transform those that are casted upon your mind.
This will not be easy initially because we are used to paying attention to the exterior world, that is through the five senses. With continuous practice however, it will soon become part of you and the mind will gradually ease into a state of silence. So you see that , you have to seek help from the Divine Mother to grant you Her Will Power.
It is only when your mind is in a state of continuous silence that your consciousness will begin to lead you.
Work with the Rune Thorn to strengthen your Will Power
https://glorian.org/learn/courses-and-lectures/runes/runes-kaum-and-thorn?soul
Do not be discourage by the fluency of others. Concentrate on working on yourself and you will see the changes sooner.
In your Patience possess ye your soul . Luke 21:19
Thank you very, very much for such a voluminous response, it is wonderful.
Concentration is such a problem with this mind, I’ve been building everything on sand my entire life. With strenuous effort and dubious results.
I’ve gone back to the candleflame now within my practice as I feel I am getting nowhere with aiming my focus inwards and forgeting within seconds, over and over again.
Thank you very much again for responding and for the rune reccomendation. I will work with it.
God Bless.
Concentration is such a problem with this mind, I’ve been building everything on sand my entire life. With strenuous effort and dubious results.
I’ve gone back to the candleflame now within my practice as I feel I am getting nowhere with aiming my focus inwards and forgeting within seconds, over and over again.
Thank you very much again for responding and for the rune reccomendation. I will work with it.
God Bless.
To help with your mind concentration, please begin with at least 10mins in meditation daily.
Be consistent with it at least once a day. Don't be discouraged if your mind wanders a lot initially.
Begin by focusing on your breath, gradually proceed to focusing on your toes upwards through your feet, ankle,
legs kneels, your thighs until you get to your pineal gland.
you can vary it with focusing on the chakras
You can also just pray the Lords prayer and meditate on each phrase. When you pray, Visualize and place your attention on what you visualize.
This way you can gradually increase your focus and concentration and also the duration
Be consistent with it at least once a day. Don't be discouraged if your mind wanders a lot initially.
Begin by focusing on your breath, gradually proceed to focusing on your toes upwards through your feet, ankle,
legs kneels, your thighs until you get to your pineal gland.
you can vary it with focusing on the chakras
You can also just pray the Lords prayer and meditate on each phrase. When you pray, Visualize and place your attention on what you visualize.
This way you can gradually increase your focus and concentration and also the duration
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