Golden clouds bathe the wall. The black crows, still not whitened by the alchemist’s work, are cawing on top of their nests, upon which they obviously wish to keep lounging around…
Her hands, for awhile, abandon the loom where her fate is incessantly woven and unwoven. Thus, she directs her eyes towards the blue curtain of heaven which isolates her from the world…
Wretched Buddhata, unhappy soul, she is certainly very lonely. Her fiancée… her Eternal Beloved, the Spirit, is journeying in remote lands… All the nights lonely in her bedroom, solitude oppresses her heart and her tears fall as mild rain, fecundating the earth…
The moon is gone and the Pleiades are not shown. It is midnight. Time is slipping away. Meanwhile, lying on her bed she rests… Oh, how lonely she is…!
As the wind from the forest which incrementally shakes the corpulent oaks, so Eros shakes and agitates her, wretched isolated one…
Ah! If she could attire herself with the wedding gown… If she could betroth herself with her Beloved One.
Unfortunately, the wretched one is dressed with lunar rags, with the suit of desire and animal mind…!
If she could know the secret of the Philosophical Stone…! If she could understand it, if she would not reject it…!
Oh ageless stone, so old as the world! Why do people hate you so much?
It is written with golden letters that Hahilla, daughter of Nadir, loves Shebbun, the most intrepid among the warriors. You know this…
The clue, the secret of the Philosophical Stone lies in sex (read the previous chapter of this book).
The soul can elaborate To Soma Heliakon, the Wedding Garment, the Egyptian Sahu, only based on incessant sexual transmutations, by working with the Sahaja Maithuna.
Wretched solitary soul, dress yourself with the nuptial attire, betroth yourself with your Beloved One so that you can sit at the table with the guests.
The kingdom of heaven is like unto a certain king, which made a marriage for his son, and sent forth his servants to call them that were bidden to the wedding and they would not come.
Again, he sent forth other servants, saying, Tell them which are bidden, Behold, I have prepared my dinner: my oxen and my fatlings are killed, and all things are ready: come unto the marriage.
But they made light of it, and went their ways, one to his farm, another to his merchandise: and the remnant took his servants, and entreated them spitefully, and slew them.
But when the king heard thereof, he was wroth: and he sent forth his armies, and destroyed those murderers, and burned up their city.
Then saith he to his servants, the wedding is ready, but they which were bidden were not worthy. Go ye therefore into the highways, and as many as ye find, bid to the marriage.
So those servants went out into the highways, and gathered together all as many as they found both bad and good: and the wedding was furnished with guests.
And when the king came in to see the guests, he saw there a man which had not on a wedding garment (who had not fabricated the Egyptian Sahu, the Solar Bodies): and he saith unto him, Friend, how camest thou in hither not having a wedding garment? And he was speechless.
Then said the king to the servants, Bind him hand and foot, and take him away, and cast him into outer darkness; there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth. For many are called, but few are chosen. - Matthew 22:1-14
The Egyptian Book of the Occult Abode states:
Go across to the farthest limits of Heaven!
Then, just as becoming Horus, thou hast obtained a glorious body - the Sahu - (the Wedding Garment of the Soul) in like manner thou hast obtained the Crown of Nemmes.
Indeed, thy Word of Power overtakes until the farthest limits of heaven.
Therefore, she took possession of the divine attributes of Horus (the Being) which are those of Osiris (the Inner Logos of each one) in the region of the dead (in the region where live those who have dissolved the “I”).
Lo and behold that Horus (the Being) repeats for me the consecrated words pronounced by his Father (the Being of the Being) in the day of the funerals (of the “I”): Make the Double Lion Head God who guards the crown of Nemmes (the crown of sanctity) grant it unto thee, so that thou canst soar throughout the routes of heaven and see what exists until the furthest limits of the horizon.
God grant me that I might be admitted into the occult secret and that the contemplation of the mystery of the birth of divinity be granted unto me. Lo and behold that Horus dresses my members with his glorious body.
It is written in the mysterious pages of the great book of life that it is necessary to be born again in order to enter into the Kingdom of Heaven.
This is the Second Birth of which the great Kabir Jesus spoke to the Rabbi Nicodemus.
Except a man be born of water (semen) and of the Spirit (fire) he cannot enter into the kingdom of God.
The Book of the Occult Abode states:
Lo and behold that I am born and I come into the world in the universe of Re-stau…(the Kingdom of God).
Thanks to my priest’s (or Guru’s) libations in front of Osiris (the Inner Logoi), I enjoy of the blessings among the glorious “Sahu” bodies.
I am welcome among the spirits of Re-stau (the world of the Logos) and there I grow.
To be born in the Re-stau with the Egyptian Sahu, marvellous synthesis of the solar bodies, is the extraordinary fruit of the fig tree.
This tree has been, is and always will be the living symbol of sex. Woe unto the sterile fig tree.
The Christian gospel states the following:
Now in the morning as he (the great Kabir Jesus) returned into the city, he hungered. And when he saw a fig tree in the way, he came to it, and found nothing thereon, but leaves only, and said unto it, Let no fruit grow on thee henceforward for ever. And presently the fig tree withered away.
This chapter is from Cosmic Teachings of a Lama (1970) by Samael Aun Weor. The print and ebook editions by Glorian Publishing (a non-profit organization) are illustrated to aid your understanding, and include features like a glossary and index. Buy the book, and you benefit yourself and others.