The infinite and I were found face to face. The divine clouds from the west were like a horde of formless dogs chasing a cloud of Titans. Thus, within that scarlet purple deepness, ineffable things were shown…

Suddenly, the obscure frieze became illuminated by the sun, so its goldenness, internal and delicate, sidereal and pure, broke asunder into exquisite splendors, with mysterious moonlike paleness that slowly vanished within a placid opalescent and silvery vision…

Then, I abandoned my dense body, and dressed with the wedding garment of the soul, I entered into the Superior Worlds.

What subsequently happened in those regions of One Thousand and One Nights is well-known by the Gods…

I saw myself delectably lying down in a royal nuptial chamber. It was love’s hour. Thus, all of the waves of rivers, fountains, and seas sung in an ineffable chorus, preluding a rhythm from the Song of Songs.

The blessed incense from the exhaled perfume of all flowers was floating as an enchantment. This was irradiated within the zephyrs, which with the humming of their wings, were assaying a concert of kisses and sighs…

It was the nuptial hour. Nature, coming out from chaos, still dazzled, inebriated with youth and beauty, virginal and sacred, veiling herself in mystery, was smiling…

“Kiss me, my love,” said to me the Eve of Hebrew mythology, or Kundrigia, Herodias, the woman as a symbol…

“I will kiss thee as a sister with a sacred osculum. I abhor animal passion, thou knowest it…”

The dense forest, having the presentiment of the new day, was covering its wooded grounds with rumors. The happy and playful water was running away among canes and trembling reeds, while the Angel of the mist was shaking the miraculous drops of his wings upon the flowers…

It was the nuptial hour. The land from One Thousand and One Nights was sleeping as a delectable virgin under her chaste veil, and when the divine sun as a lover surprised her in order to kiss her with sanctity, he illuminated heaven…

Thus, bathed in splendor, filled with the dawning, I abandoned the royal nuptial chamber and went out with her…

We walked slowly… slowly… slowly… until the edge of an old precipice… “Be careful!” exclaimed the maiden-spouse…

I answered, “Do not be afraid…! The danger is not here, it has already passed by. The danger was really there, inside in the nuptial chamber… It is not the ending of which you have to be afraid, but the beginning, whose outcome becomes this abyss.”

Hence, after uttering these words with a voice which surprised even my own self, the maiden-lover from that delectable ordeal disappeared, as a dint of magic …

Then, the Beloved One (Atman), my real Self, the Innermost, the Secret Master, came unto me…

The Blessed One joyfully advanced towards me in the act of teaching me and greeting me at once…

The Venerable One came attired with the sacred garment of the Principalities… His steps were preceded by my Spiritual Soul (Buddhi), who was also attired with the same vesture…

I, the wretched human soul (the Causal or Superior Manas of Theosophy), joyfully embraced my twin sister (Buddhi)… The Blessed One was staring at us and smiling…

Ah…! I said unto myself… I must eliminate the frightful Demon of Evil-Will from my own interior nature. This demon is the horrifying Nebt of the Egyptian mysteries. Thus, only by doing this can I earn the right to use the sacred vesture that I see on my sister and on my Beloved One.

May the Gods furnish me with thy throne, Oh Ra!, furnishing me likewise with thy glorious body. I traveleth over the paths of Ra at daybreak to drive back the demon Nebt (the Demon of Evil Will) he cometh in disguise behind a column of (passional) flames, thus on a narrow and long corridor (of esoteric ordeals) he unexpectedly attacks me…

Verily, relevant to the dangers expected unto me, I have been warned in advance.

I attaineth unto thy boat, Oh Ra, and behold I sitteth therein; thus, I receive the rightly deserved offerings. (This is textually taken from The Book of the Dead of ancient Egypt.)

“…On earth, peace towards men of good will…” If people could understand what this phrase signifies… If they could learn how to perform the will of the Father…

If they could intentionally dissolve the demon Nebt, the Devil of Evil Will… Then, the earth would become an Eden… Each one would learn to respect the free will of his neighbors…

Nevertheless, woe! Woe! Woe!… Everything in this world is lost. All of the human beings want to dominate their neighbors, they want to climb, to show themselves off on the top of the ladder, to boast of themselves…

The abominable demon Nebt powerfully reigns upon the face of the earth…

Therefore, during those disquieting days of intensive esoteric work, I had to study this sinister Demon of Evil Will very deeply. I am referring to the terrible Nebt.

It is written that any intellectual animal carries inside the horrendous Caiaphas, the third traitor of Hiram Abiff.

If Judas, the dreadful Demon of Desire, the abominable Apopi, is thus so depraved, if Pilate the tenebrous one of the mind, the hideous devil Hai, causes us too much pain with his indignant justifications and washing of hands, then, what can we say about the horrendous Caiaphas?

I saw my own (Demon of Evil-Will) climbing up step after step throughout the stairs of my own abode. It is unquestionable that he possessed a Caesarean, impotent, and terrible aspect…

To reduce into cosmic dust this perverse Demon of Evil Will is only possible with the power of the Divine Mother Kundalini, the igneous serpent of our magical powers.

It was necessary for me to study in a detailed way all of these occult concomitances.

To penetrate many times into the region of natural causes (into the world of Conscious Will) with the evident purpose of investigating mysteries, was urgent for me…

Hence, I navigated within the profound chaotic waters of the infinite space and I saw and heard extraordinary things, which for the wretched, rational animals are impossible to comprehend.

It is clear that in a state of perfect lucidity (in the world of Conscious Will), I received direct information about the work…

Then, I comprehended in an integral way the displeased attitude of many people who unjustly are wrathful with me, just because I do not accept their theories. Woeful creatures…!

During a very deep Samadhi, I saw many boats with white sails which were adorned with multiple diamond signs…

Crosses, roses, diamantine stars were adorning the mystic boats of that profound ocean…

Solar boats, Mahatmas, Diamond Souls, Jivanmuktas, Mahatmas, navigate within the waters of the chaos…

“When one is very close to God, one must be very prudent.” Whosoever eliminates the third traitor of Hiram Abiff is converted into a Diamond Soul…

The Egyptian Book of the Occult Abode states:

I, Osiris, hold a threat over the tempest of heaven. I wrap with bandages and fortify Horus, the good God, continuously (by means of the esoteric work).

I, whose forms are diverse and multiple, receive my offerings in the hours established by fate. The tempests are immobilised in front of my rostrum. Behold that Ra (the Logos) arrives accompanied by four superior divinities. Everybody sails in heaven on the Solar Boat. I, Osiris, I depart on my journey at the hour established by fate. Thus, mounted upon the cordage of the Solar Boat (or Diamond Boat), I begin my new existence.

Cosmic Teachings of a LamaThis chapter is from Cosmic Teachings of a Lama (1970) by Samael Aun Weor. The print and ebook editions by Glorian Publishing (a non-profit organization) are illustrated to aid your understanding, and include features like a glossary and index. Buy the book, and you benefit yourself and others.